Beggin' You For Mercy

My life is upside-down. I've run out of words. I need a new plan. I have no ideas.

God, please won't you tell me what's going on?

Catalyst

I have been struck into silence by all that has transpired in and around me in the past weeks. I don't really remember how I got here, or really where I was headed before now. That is both frightening and reassuring. Frightening because I don't know what's wrong with me, but reassuring because somehow it makes me feel a bit less insane for these choices knowing that the things I had been previously toiling for weren't nearly as life-and-death as I had originally assumed.