Thursday, October 8, 2009

challenge time!

This was fun. I dare you to do it and post it on your own blog for others to enjoy.

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think. Have fun!

Pick Your Artist:
John Mayer

Are you male or female?
"Daughters"

Describe yourself:
"Bold as Love"

How do you feel about yourself?
"In Repair"

Describe where you currently live:
"Covered in Rain"

If you could be anywhere, where would you be?
"In Your Atmosphere"

Your favorite form of transportation:
"Stop This Train"

Your best friend is:
"Quiet"

Your favorite color is:
"Neon"

What's the weather like?
"Comfortable"

Favorite Time of Day:
"Wait Until Tomorrow"

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called?
"Belief"

What is life to you?
"Only Heart"

What is the best advice you have to give?
"Say (What You Need to Say)"

If you could change your name, what would it be?
"Victoria"

Thought for the Day:
"No Such Thing"

How would you like to die:
"Vultures" hahaha

My soul's present condition:
"Bigger Than My Body"

My motto:
"Good Love Is On The Way"

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

masquerade

I hate that I hide so much of myself from the world. I hate that I hide so much even from the people who think they know me best. The people that I feel closest to.

I wear a mask. Sometimes my quirks slip around it, but once someone notices that they're there, I reign them back in. One strange look from another person and I run for my shell. I don't know why it matters to me so much, but I crave acceptance from people. I crave love.

The funny thing is that I'm content with who I am at the core. I'm pretty weird, but I don't mind when I'm by myself. It's just that I wonder if anyone will ever really see me for all that I am and be okay with it - like it, even. Then I wonder if I'll ever let anyone get close enough to actually know the inside me. I want to. I'm just afraid.